Chandu's World

Shaam Hoten Hi Chiragon Ko Bujha Deta Hoon
Yeh Dil Hi Kaafi Hai Teri Yaad Main Jalne Ke Liye

Yeh Teri Bhi Aankhon Ka Qusur Hai
Main Tanha Gunahgar To Nahi

Tu Is Tarah Se Mere Dil Main Shamil Hai
Jahan Bhi Jaoon Lagta Hai Teri Mahfil Hai

Duniya bhar ki khushiyan hamare saath chali
Qadam mila ke jo hamare saath aap chali

Haath deewane ke de allah kuch aisi qalam,
Aasman par likh ke jaoon hai unhi se pyaar hai

Dil mein tumharey pyaar key jaltey to hain chirag
Mana key in ki roshni tum par ayaan nahi

Na tum bewafa ho, na hum bewafa thay
Magar kya karain apni rahain juda hain

Saamne baithe raho dil ko qaraar aa'aegaa
Jitnaa dekhenge tumheiN utnaa hi pyaar aa'aegaa

Mohabbat kar ke dekhi to, mohabbat ko pehchana hai
Wafa bus naam ki hai, be-wafaai ka fasana hai

Hai kuch baat mo-min jo chaa gaye khamoshi
Kis bout ko de diya dil, kyon bout se ban gaye ho

Dil ki bechaen umangon pe karam farmaao
Itna ruk ruk ke chalogi to qayamat hogi

Raat Ko Jalte Diye bhi Din mai Bujh jaya Karte Hai
Aur ek hum hain jo ki Tere Pyar Me Din Raat Jala Karte Hai

जब कभी तेरा नाम लेते हैं
दिल से हम इन्तेकाम लेते है

मेरी बर्बादियों के अफ़साने
मेरे यारों का नाम लेते हैं

बस यही एक जुर्म है अपना
हम मुहब्बत से काम लेते हैं

हर कदम पर गिरें मगर सीखा
कैसे गिरतों को थाम लेते हैं

हम भटक कर जुनूं कि राहों मे
अक्ल से इन्तेकाम लेते है

जब कभी तेरा नाम लेते हैं
दिल से हम इन्तेकाम लेते है

दर्द अपनाता है पराये कौन
कौन सुनता है और सुनाये कौन

कौन दोहराए पुरानी बातें
गम अभी सोया है जगाये कौन

वो जो अपने हैं, क्या वो अपने हैं
कौन दुःख झेले, आजमाये कौन

अब सुकून है तो भूलने में है
लेकिन उस शख्स को भुलाये कौन
दर्द अपनाता है पराए कौन

आज फिर दिल है कुछ उदास-उदास
देखिए आज याद आये कौन
दर्द अपनाता है पराए कौन
कौन सुनता है और सुनाये कौन

Everyone tells you,they're the best years of your life.The thing they don't tell you,is they are all full of strife.From a child to a teen,in less then a year. It's a lot to deal with,you have to grow up fast.As a child you're free,as teen you feel locked up.A child has no worries,A teen has a lot.You learn the meaning of love you discover broken hearts.The worries of being accepted,are the hardest part of all.What's the "best" about these years.When as a teen,you live in fear.
Some nights I stay up late and cry,Other times I feel as if I could die! In my life I feel not loved,I always get kicked around or shoved.But why should I be happy?How can I be if I'm treated so crappy?Every day seems like a battle.I get thrown around like a baby's rattle.Sometimes everything can be so scary.Why can't I just be happy and merry?For all my faults, I am to blame.I am the one to take all the shame.
The world doesn't understand, What's going wrong in me ,Neither do they want to know For fear they'll have to seeSo many things useless in life But all acceptable Except a teen with lofty dreamsBut balance by the bowl So many times I've wondered whyTeens today are used While as a child they sat alone angry and confused Crouching down upon the floor To avoid viscous blowsOf words of hate and flying fists And what else? Who knowsCreatures from deep inside their minds That hollow dark abyssScream to them their life is lost They lost it in a kiss Unfeeling teens when will they learn What's prominent and good And damn it, when will they Do as WE think they really should?
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face.Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent.To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery

वो शोख शोख नज़र सांवली सी एक लड़की
जो रोज़ मेरी गली से गुज़र के जाती है
सुना है
वो किसी लड़के से प्यार करती है
बहार हो के, तलाश-ए-बहार करती है
न कोई मेल न कोई लगाव है लेकिन न जाने क्यूँ
बस उसी वक़्त जब वो आती है
कुछ इंतिज़ार की आदत सी हो गई है
एक अजनबी की ज़रूरत हो गई है
मेरे बाल्कोनी के आगे का छप्पर
गली के मोड पे खडा हुआ सा
एक पत्थर
वो एक झुकती हुई बदनुमा सी नीम की शाख
और उस पे जंगली कबूतर के घोंसले का निशाँ
यह सारी चीजें कि जैसे मुझी में शामिल हैं
मेरे दुखों में मेरी हर खुशी में शामिल हैं
मैं चाहता हूँ कि वो भी यूं ही गुज़रती रहे
और यूं हि अदा-ओ-नाज़ से मुझे देखती रहे

क़दम क़दम पे सहारों ने साथ छोड दिया
पड़ा जो वक़्त तो यारों ने साथ छोड़ दिया

बुझी जो शमा तो परवाने हो गए रुखसत
हुई सहर तो सितारों से साथ छोड़ दिया

वो बे-नकाब हुए फिर नज़र उठा न सके
उठी नज़र तो नज़ारों ने साथ छोड़ दिया

फलक के चांद सितारों से क्या गिला करना
ज़मीन के चांद सितारों ने साथ छोड़ दिया

अब इश्क़ है न तबस्सुम न ज़िंदगी है न मौत
ज़फर आज तो यारों ने साथ छोड़ दिया

तेरे इश्क़ की इन्तेहा चाहता हूँ मेरी
सादगी देख, क्या चाहता हूँ
सितम हो कि हो वादा-ए-बे-हिजाबी
कोई बात सब्र-आजमा चाहता हूँ
यह जन्नत मुबारक रहे जाहिदों को
कि मैं आपका सामना चाहता हूँ
सारा सा तो दिल हूँ मगर शोख
इतनावही लनतरानी सुना चाहता हूँ
कोई दम का मेहमान हूँ,
ए अहल-ए-महफिल चिराग-ए-सहर हूँ,बुझा चाहता हूँ
भरी बज़्म में राज़ की बात कह
दी बड़ा बे-अदब हूँ, सज़ा चाहता हूँ

lagtaa nahin hai dil mera ujde dayaar me kiski bani hai aalam-e-naa paaydaar me
keh do in hasraton se kahin aur jaa base
itnii jagah kahaa hai dil-e-daag-daar me
umr-e-daraaz maang ke laaye the chaar din
do aarzuu me kat gaye, do intezaar me
kitnaa hai badnasiib zafar
dafan ke liyedo gaz zamiin bhii na milii kuu-e-yaar me.

tamannao ko zindaa, aarzuon ko javaan kar lun
yah sharmili nazar kah de to,kuchh gustaakhiyaan kar luun
bahaar aai hai bulbul dard-e-dil kehti hai pholon se
kaho to main bhi apna dard-e-dil tum se bayan kar lun
hazaaron shokh armaan le rahe hain chutkiyaan dil me
hayaa inki ijazat de to kuchh be-baakiyaan kar
koi surat to ho duniya-e-faani me bahalne ki
Thaher jaa aye jawaani maatam-e-umr-e-ravaan kar luun
chaman me hai baham parwaana-o-shama-o-gul-o-bulbul
ijaazat ho to main bhi haal-e-dil apnaa bayan kar lun
kise malum kab kis waqt kis par gir pade bijli
abhi se mai chaman me chal kar aabaad aashiyaan kar luun
mujhe donon jahaan me ek voh mil jaayen gar Akhtar
to apni hasraton ko be-nayaaz-e-do-jahaan kar lun.

talvaar si chaltii hai voh kaat hai saanson me
kin Khuni bagulon ki zad par hai magar meraa sinaa
kab chadhtaa huaa suraj dharti pe utar aaye
kab raah me ruk jaaye yah chalta hua jena

Farfetched Theories

Aliens and Atlantis

As an area with one of the highest incidences of UFO sightings, it's no wonder that alien abductions have been a popular explanation for disappearances in the Bermuda Triangle. But abductions aren't the only theory; some also have theorized that the Bermuda Triangle area is a portal to other planets. But why this area?
Many believe that the Bermuda Triangle area is home to the lost city of Atlantis and remnants of its advanced technologies. Famous psychic Edgar Cayce said that Atlantis had many modern-day technologies, including a death ray weapon, which he claims ultimately destroyed the city. Some even say that the people who lived there were an alien race from the Pleiades star cluster.
Cayce had predicted that researchers would discover the western edge of Atlantis near the coast of Bimini, in the Bahamas, and they did find a "road" of stones there in 1968. The initial researchers and archeologists who studied the site, known as the "Bimini Road," immediately regarded it as naturally occurring. Recent investigations, however, have found evidence that appears to support the idea that the stones were shaped and placed there as a wall. The additional finding of a possible underwater city near Cuba adds fuel to the fire for those supporting the Atlantis idea.

According to legend and speculation, the city of Atlantis relied on the power of special energy crystals that were extremely powerful. Cayce supported this idea, and the discovery of a great underwater pyramid and crystal by Dr. Ray Brown in 1970 reinforced it. Brown was scuba diving in the Bahamas when he claims to have found a large pyramid made of mirror-like stone. He entered the pyramid and saw a brassy metallic rod with a multi-faceted red gem hanging from the apex of the room. Directly below this rod was a stand with bronze hands holding a crystal sphere four inches in diameter. Brown removed the crystal and kept it secret until 1975, when he exhibited it at a psychic seminar in Phoenix, Arizona. He reported that when gazing into the crystal form, you can see three pyramidal images, one in front of the other with each decreasing in size. Some people have seen a fourth pyramid in front of the other three after entering into deep meditative states.
Brown believes that the fractured lines seen when looking at the crystal sphere from the side may be electrical in nature, similar to a form of microscopic circuitry. The speculation is that these energy crystals are in an altered state of some kind and send out rays of energy that either confuse navigational instruments or disintegrate vehicles all together.

Magnetic Abnormalities and the Fog

"The Fog: A Never Before Published Theory of the Bermuda Triangle Phenomenon," by Rob MacGregor and Bruce Gernon include reports of an "electronic fog" that both men experienced while flying in the Bermuda Triangle. On December 4, 1970, Gernon and his father were flying to Bimini in clear skies when they saw a strange cloud with almost perfectly round edges hovering over the Miami shore. As they flew over it, the cloud began spreading out, matching or exceeding their speed. At 11,500 feet, they thought that they had escaped the "cloud," only to discover that it had formed a tunnel. It appeared the only way they could escape the cloud was to go through the tunnel. Once inside, they saw lines on the walls that spun in a counterclockwise direction. Gernon's navigational instruments went haywire and the compass spun counterclockwise.

Gernon reported that he "realized that something very bizarre had happened. Instead of the clear blue sky that we expected at the end of the tunnel, everything appeared a dull, grayish white. Visibility appeared to be about two miles, but there was absolutely nothing to see – no ocean, no horizon, no sky, only a gray haze."

When Gernon contacted Miami Air Traffic Control to get radar identification, the controller said that there were no planes on radar between Miami, Bimini and Andros. After several minutes, Gernon heard the air traffic controller report that a plane had been spotted directly over Miami. Gernon didn't think he could possibly be over Miami Beach, because it usually took 75 minutes to get to Miami and only 47 minutes had passed. At this same time, the cloud tunnel began to peel away in what he described as ribbons of fog. The instruments began operating normally and Miami Beach was directly below them. This loss of time, confirmed by their watches and the plane's clock, made Gernon believe that the electronic fog had time travel qualities.

Gernon experienced the fog one more time in flight with his wife. Many other pilots have had similar experiences in the area. Gernon believes that powerful electromagnetic storms from within the Earth break through the surface and come into the atmosphere where they soon disappear, leaving electronic fog. According to Gernon, a Swedish scientist has found that magnetism is weaker in the triangle than anywhere else on Earth, which may be why the fog happens more there than anywhere else.

For more on this theory, listen to this Paranormal Podcast interview with Bruce Gernon. When Don Pelz of Indiana heard of Gernon's experience, he contacted him about his own. He had also seen the doughnut shaped clouds 10 years ago and was able to retrieve radar images of what Gernon calls a "time storm." You can view them at Pelz's Web site.

Compass Malfunctions

In almost every account of the mystery surrounding the Bermuda Triangle, you'll see reference to the fact that it is one of only two places on Earth (the other being the Devil's Sea off the coast of Japan) where a compass points to true north rather than magnetic north. Theorists say that this causes compasses to malfunction and ships and planes to get off-course.
A compass works because its magnetic needle is attracted by the magnetism of the Earth, which draws it to point to the constantly shifting Magnetic North Pole. The Geographic North Pole, on the other hand, is static and is located about 1200 miles north of the Magnetic Pole. The variation between the two readings is known as magnetic declination (or compass variation), which can change by as much as 20 degrees as you move across the globe.

The agonic line is an imaginary line where true north and magnetic north are in perfect alignment – there is no magnetic declination. At points west of the agonic line, a magnetic needle will point east of true north (positive declination). At points east of the agonic line, a magnetic needle will point west of true north (negative declination). Extended lines that mark the constant magnetic declination away from the agonic line are called isogonic lines.
In the early 18th century, Edmund Halley noticed that the agonic line was slowly moving westward. Since then, scientists have noted a westward drift of the agonic line with an average velocity of about 0.2 degrees per year. The drift is not equal in all places, however. It is stronger in the Atlantic Hemisphere than in the Pacific Hemisphere. Navigators must always compensate for magnetic declination when charting their courses.
While the agonic line once passed through the Bermuda Triangle, it now falls within the Gulf of Mexico, rendering claims that it can contribute to disappearances in the Triangle inaccurate. Calculation errors anywhere could cause a plane or ship to go off-course. This theory also assumes that experienced pilots and captains passing through the area were unaware of magnetic declination, which is unlikely.

Blue Holes

Blue holes are water-filled caves and cavities with blue coloration. These caves may be simply a hole in the ground in the interior of islands (inland blue holes) or holes in shallow waters on the banks (marine or ocean blue holes). British scuba diver Rob Palmer directed a blue holes research center in the Bahamas for a number of years. In July 1997, he failed to surface after a dive in the Red Sea and was presumed dead. Some think that the blue holes may be related to (or even formed by) micro-wormholes believed to exist in the area and might even be transit points for UFOs arriving here from other dimensions.

Nothing would seem easier than to be yourself, but people complain endlessly about how hard it is. when u are litlle ur parent's won't let you be yourself. They have different ideas about eating the whole chocolate cake or drawing on the walls with the crayons. Later on teachers keep you from being yourself. Then teen age peer pressure takes over, and finally, once society has imposed its demands, freedom is more restricted still. Alone on a desert island u might be able to be urself, only guilt and shame would pursue you even there. The inheritance of repression is inescapable.

The whole problem is one of boundaries and resistance. Some one imposes a limit on u, and u resist it in order to break free. Thus "being myself" becomes a relative thing. Unless someone tells me what i can't do, i have nothing to push against.To have a hundred wives and a feast on the table is'nt being yourself, it is being your desires.

Experience can be shaped to bring great inspiration. But in the end this is'nt enough. Every divine image remains an image; every vision tempts us to hold on to it. To be really free, there is no option except to be urself. You are the living centre around which every event happens, yet no event is so important that you willingly give yourself upto it. By being yourself you open the door to what is, the never- ending play of cosmic intelligence curving back to know itself again and again. In this way life remains fresh and fulfills its need to renew itself at every moment.